A canvas - Dots of classes, Strokes of tests, and Splashes of hope

Saturday, May 08, 2010

63

Apparently I've posted 62 posts up to this point. So here is another one to add to the list.

Strange to think it's been 4 years since I last wrote anything my blog. I can't actually think of a reason why I stopped writing in the first place. I mean, I could say that school became my life. Or that my focus shifted to the in person relationships I formed here in Ruston. But none of those thing took up all of my time and there have been many many times where a post could easily have been made. I don't have anything else to say about that.

I wont try to sum up the past 4 years in a neat little paragraph. So much has happened that it wouldn't do justice to give it all a few sentences of description. Not to mention all of the things that I've forgotten along the way. I can't explain it. It's a part of my being now and that's as much as I can say about 4 years of my life.

What I CAN do is pick up from here. I'd like to say that I'll start writing regularly again, but at this point it would only be an empty promise. So lets just see what happens. And this concludes the forward.

My first quarter of graduate school is almost over. It wasn't actually very hard, but I only have two classes and they're the very first within the program. So, naturally, they wouldn't be hard. Well, no harder than any undergraduate class. I've enjoyed them, one more than the other, but I can say the best thing that has come from them has nothing to do with the classes themselves. What I mean is, being in class has allowed me to meet a fantastic woman by the name of Naomi.

It's kind of funny when I think about it. I'd come to my weekly class and find myself stealing glances to the side of me at this gorgeous woman. At some point I actually moved myself to sit directly next to her with the thinking that we could exchange looks every so often. Maybe a quick comment here and there. Anything to break the ice and get the conversation to come easier between us. I also got a better look at her hand from my new seat. Why the hand? To make sure she wasn't married, silly goose. Eventually it worked and words were spoken between us. Of course I was happy. Then, one evening after class, I just so happened to be passing by the ladies room as she was walking out of it. Of course I seized the opportunity to officially introduce myself and start a nice conversation with her. It was from that point that I knew I was going to ask her to dinner or coffee. Something, anything.

She accepted and we had a nice quite dinner last Tuesday. It was great. Full or interesting conversation between the two of us, giggling fits on both sides, and moments of silence where we found ourselves simply gazing at one another. Obvious chemistry in the air. Last night we had dinner again and saw a play. Both were very enjoyable, but my favorite part came afterward. We walked around campus and, to my excitement, climbed to the rooftop of a building downtown. We shared a lot of intimate kisses and it was all so amazing.

It's hard to describe how I feel about her as I don't think words could really capture the depth of it. Anyway, a woman is now in my life and I couldn't be happier.

That's all I have for now.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

I am beyond happy right now. After an extensive search through all of my college things, I lucked out and found my poem. It means a lot to me for a few reasons, but mainly i'd say because of the person who inspired me to write it. And it's also the only poem i've ever written outside of a class assignment.


Canada Dry on a Thursday
Sitting in the car it's hard to imagine
What life was like before this passion
The road stretching ahead, guiding us along
I can't help but laugh as she sings this song
The freedom we have to live like this
Giving up those things we knew we'd miss
But we needed it, to feed our fire
To grow, to become people so much higher
To discover all the wonders our father has made
To live our lives to the fullest, before they fade
A journey we're on, with no idea where we're going
Yet together we stand strong in the face of unknowing
The bond that ties us has grown more beautiful over the ages
So much already written, but left yet are many pages
Adventure, uncertainty, humor, and love
Isn't that what stories are made of

To Strawberry

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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

I Found It

My favorite song ever. I've finally found it. In case you're curious to what it is...its called "Start Over" by Abandoned Pools
I'll send you the file if you ask for it. You might enjoy it.

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Work at last

I definitely want to revamp Anne. This will be my Summer job now.

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Sidenote

As you may or may not know, I do not posess the awe-inspiring power of 'Messing with HTML' that most other people have. So, in order to "Whore it up" I'd need some help making things most attractive to those perusing my page. Ha, I think I could use this as an experiment to see how many more friends I can get with a fake angsty skateboarding surfboarding personality. Something for all the teens to enjoy right?

Pang

Crap, I was just about to post a poem I wrote for the last chill group of the year and then I remembered that my journal is still in the chest which is in the car still. Man, I need to unload all that stuff soon. But there's no where to put any of it. I feel like a diaster relief person with all my worldly posessions in this stranger's home.

Saturday, May 20, 2006

Home Sweet...

Im back home now, yesterday being the last day of my first year of college. I have to say, im going to miss my friends, especially the ones that arent comming back, like the interns. But, the summer is young and I have phone numbers and a few people live in Shreveport as well so hopefully i'll meet up with some peoples before its over. But yeah, now that I have all this free time i'll probably try to blog a little more.

Oh and I really think Anne deserves a new post. I promise i'll finish a story yet. Hopefully it'll be that one. But im going to work on it so lets just see what happens.

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Something For You

Im looking forward to the day when I have someone to sing this to. Not that I need anyone right now! I've finally realized patience...and you have to have it to practice it. So that's me right now. Patient.

Oasis - Wonderwall