A canvas - Dots of classes, Strokes of tests, and Splashes of hope

Sunday, July 31, 2005

Zee Deveel says:
you here?
Zee Deveel says:
are you ok?
its over says:
this is her bro who the hell r u
Zee Deveel says:
her feind
Zee Deveel says:
*friend
Zee Deveel says:
why where is she?
its over says:
oh
its over says:
i put her in bed she fell asleep at the comp
Zee Deveel says:
dude
Zee Deveel says:
you need
Zee Deveel says:
to get her
Zee Deveel says:
to the hospital
Zee Deveel says:
she took
Zee Deveel says:
like 70 pills
Zee Deveel says:
and told me about it
Zee Deveel says:
so please
its over says:
not my buisness
Zee Deveel says:
you gotta get her to the hospital
its over says:
she probly bluffed but if not shes screwed
Zee Deveel says:
you dont care if your sister dies?
its over says:
no
Zee Deveel says:
i hope the guilt kills you when you realize you could have saved her
Zee Deveel says:
you're a disgusting human being
Zee Deveel says:
but what comes around goes arounf
Zee Deveel says:
you'll probably die next, since youl et your sis die
its over says:
what ever dude
Zee Deveel says:
you're probably like 11 anyway
Zee Deveel says:
a young punk who thinks he knows everything
Zee Deveel says:
well, you're gonna die
Zee Deveel says:
horribly
its over says:
im 17 u idiot
Zee Deveel says:
and no one will care either
Zee Deveel says:
17 huh
its over says:
yup
Zee Deveel says:
sure
Zee Deveel says:
you act
Zee Deveel says:
like a child
Zee Deveel says:
but thats you
Zee Deveel says:
you let your sis die
Zee Deveel says:
probably b/c you're jealous of how better of a person she is
Zee Deveel says:
much better than you
Zee Deveel says:
sibling rivalry huh
its over says:
ok
Zee Deveel says:
pretty petty of you
Zee Deveel says:
well
Zee Deveel says:
you're going to hell
Zee Deveel says:
good job asshole
its over says:
i know
Zee Deveel says:
so why are you on her account?
its over says:
cause i like spyin on who she talks to
Zee Deveel says:
you did you change her name?
its over says:
yeah y
Zee Deveel says:
i asked YOU why
its over says:
why what
Zee Deveel says:
and why did you changer her pic?
Zee Deveel says:
you changed her name and picture
Zee Deveel says:
why
its over says:
cause i like that picture of her
its over says:
and its over for her
Zee Deveel says:
what do you mean
its over says:
nvm
Zee Deveel says:
what is over for her?
Zee Deveel says:
tell me jerk
its over says:
life
its over says:
i found a tylenol bottol empty
Zee Deveel says:
and why wont you do anything for her?
its over says:
dont want to
Zee Deveel says:
you like her picture but you wont keep the real deal alive?
its over says:
yup
Zee Deveel says:
what's she done to you
Zee Deveel says:
to make you hate her so much?
its over says:
shes alive
Zee Deveel says:
you jealous of her or something?
its over says:
no
Zee Deveel says:
then why is her life so horrible to you
its over says:
cause i hate her
Zee Deveel says:
why
Zee Deveel says:
you have a reason?
its over says:
nope
Zee Deveel says:
oh
Zee Deveel says:
and you called me idiot...
Zee Deveel says:
wow
its over says:
yep
Zee Deveel says:
her death wont make you any better of a human
its over says:
so
Zee Deveel says:
i wish i were there
Zee Deveel says:
you're the onely person i think i would ever kill
its over says:
oh
Zee Deveel says:
it'd do life to kill you
Zee Deveel says:
yeah
Zee Deveel says:
you dont deserve life
Zee Deveel says:
but
its over says:
y not
Zee Deveel says:
its not my place
Zee Deveel says:
god will punish you big time
its over says:
well shes cold
its over says:
shes cold to the touch
Zee Deveel says:
and you tell me that why
its over says:
i want to know y shes cold what does it mean
Zee Deveel says:
It means she's passed
its over says:
cool
Zee Deveel says:
she's somewhere you will never go
its over says:
shes in the dirt soon
Zee Deveel says:
her body
Zee Deveel says:
her spirit, her soul is at peace
its over says:
right
Zee Deveel says:
you will be punished
its over says:
oh well

Monday, July 18, 2005

A few things I know

-Casey Boston knows how to play just about every instrument there is.
-Corey's first time with that big ugly girl was in the bushes of the movie theater parking lot.
-My friend's first time was out in the mud..but the girl was a whore so forget that.
-Someone I talk to is only 13, but has been rapped on two occasions, by six guys in total.
-A person I talked to once had "performed" on an internet porn site to pay for an abortion that was the cause of a rape.
-Someone I talk to is deaf in one ear and partially blind, and sees dead people.
-A girl I know slept with(no sex) a guy she had only known for a day, and then got fingered by another guy who came and disturbed them.
-A girl that lives one house away from my grandmother is only 15 and is now pregnant.
-Someone I no longer talk to was rapped by her ex boyfriend and had her wrist broken by him.
-Daniel Camp used to be the guy I looked up to, but he was cheating on his gf with my friend's brother's gf.
-My mother sliced someone's throat in her younger days.

Blah blah blah. I attract victims for some reason.

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Four Finger Discount


so tonight...I'm in best buy, perusing the CDs, and minding my own business, when I notice this lady following me. But she's not really following me...it's like, when someone is following you, but they don't want you to know that they're following you. Like, every time you turn a corner, they're there, and they look like a deer caught in the headlights, and walk on by. Well, if you don't know what I mean, sucks for you. Anyway. Eventually, I got a little annoyed about it, so I asked her very politely if there was something that maybe I could help her with. She looked at me for a second, and apologized, telling me that I reminded her of her son. I was a bit confused, and she then told me that he had died two years ago. I was obviously a bit taken aback, and at a loss for words, I simply told her I was sorry. She nodded her recognition, and went on her way. So yeah, that kind of weirded me out, but about ten minutes later, IM looking at the DVD's, and she comes up to me again. She tells me with a look like her puppy was just killed that if I didn't mind, there was one favor she wanted to ask of me. I was feeling a mix of pity and annoyance for her, so to ease my soul I oblige. She asked me to check out right behind her, and that as she was walking out the door, to call out "bye mom!" I had what I was going to buy, and I didn't feel much like looking anymore, so I said ok, and followed her to the front of the store. She didn't pay me a lot of attention once we were in the line; I guessed she was either embarrassed about the situation or trying not to break into tears at the memory of her son...But as it goes, she took her bags, and walked toward the door. I called after her "bye, mom!" she looked back and smiled. I handed the clerk my CD, and waited while he rang me up. "that will be $138.78" he said. I looked at him like he was joking. "excuse me?" I said, "for that one CD?" he looked blankly at me and explained that my mother had told him that I would be taking care of the bill. My mother was at home watching Oprah on the couch. That lady had scammed me! I ran out into the parking lot, and saw her scampering to her car with her cart. I ran her down, and caught her just as she was getting into her car. I grabbed onto her leg and started pulling on it, just like I'm pulling yours now.

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Monday, July 04, 2005

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