Wha'da know....

.....Another blog post.......



What is there to say? Lemme think please....

So...i feel like things are going full circle and I dont like it. I should really really really try to be one with God this comming week. I've been so full of other people that now I feel like there's nothing of me held together anymore. I've been meeting new people due to the Dinner Theatre that I was a part of....

The Wesly Foundation, an on-campus ministry at Tech, held their 2nd annual Dinner Theatre production in order to raise money for mission trips to the south. I had a small part in it, but I was a very recognizable character, and I was the glue that held the plot together. Apparently a lot of people went and since then a couple of people have recognized me from it and actually spoken to me.

....so these new people that I've been meeting, are involved in different on-campus ministries, and since i've wanted to learn more about them for the longest time I decided to actually make good friendships with them in order to at least have a basis for learning and growth in new areas. I feel like i've been pushing them though. As if, i've been really trying to fast forward and get to that cool point between friends. It hasnt been anything noticable...or excessive...but I notice it. So..i'm going to try and stop moving before my head explodes and I fall out of the lord again. Only 5 more weeks and Summer will be here and i'll be back home.....which im not looking forward to at all. Not at all. Not...at...all....

Why is it that when i meet new girls...I more often than not begin thinking in a certain way that goes down a romantic branch? Why cant I just be...normal? I hate it. Its my curse. I hate it. I hardly know my new friends to even have a crush form....I actually dont have a crush on anyone...i guess im just so used to it happening that im responding as if I do already.....which is weird...but I guess its a block to keep it from happening?

*sigh* I hate being a boy....er....patience solves everything. You know...I have the capacity to see them as JUST friends which is good. That's what we need at this moment.

Funny how all things seem to be about opposite sex in some aspect eh? That is to say, with me.